is it everything
you'd thought it be?
Happy 21st my baby boy
forgive me...
as I lay in bed
Remembering
that 21 years ago
I became a Mother
for the first time
you know
and I was as confused
as you were back then
until your tiny little hand
held my clumsy fingers
that feeling...
it still lingers
But where are you now?
Where have you been?
I've been in Hell it seems,
I lay awake every night
I wait for the fright
of hearing your voice
I dream of the moment
I get that choice
Happy 21st Birthday
to my precious,
most coveted
First born Son
Happy Birthday my darling
*though you hate me desperately
I say Happy 21st Bithday*
It appears you may have made it
without your Mum...
Jun 26, 2015
Jun 26, 2015 at 7:00 AM UTC
is it everything
you'd thought it be?
Happy 21st my baby boy
forgive me...
as I lay in bed
Remembering
that 21 years ago
I became a Mother
for the first time
you know
and I was as confused
as you were back then
until your tiny little hand
held my clumsy fingers
that feeling...
it still lingers
But where are you now?
Where have you been?
I've been in Hell it seems,
I lay awake every night
I wait for the fright
of hearing your voice
I dream of the moment
I get that choice
Happy 21st Birthday
to my precious,
most coveted
First born Son
Happy Birthday my darling
*though you hate me desperately
I say Happy 21st Bithday*
It appears you may have made it
without your Mum...
It's still a week away yet 5/7/2015... I can't even.... So I'm going on hiatus tonight... Might spend a week thinking I could have done something right...
