You'll always be twenty-three.
Always.
And that kills me.
You were older than me.
Now...
******* the futility of it all.
******* ******* it all!
I wish that I could punch a hole
in the world with my words and
find you.
I wish you knew.
I just wanted to tell you..
I just thought you needed to know,
at least once before everything is
broken headlights and crushed
tomorrows.
Blood and pavement and a median.
Crushed glass and a world
standing hollow without you.
I wish you knew.
I think I loved you once.
Think.
Coward.
I need to find you some days.
**** this tired world and it's
arbitrary thefts.
Your name should have a million hits a day.
You should have been...
My god how brilliant you were.
Like a jewel and like a genius.
You should have been forever.
I guess, in a way, you are.
You were a part of my life,
and a much bigger part than I ever would
have had you believe.
Did you know that? Had you figured it out?
Perhaps not.
A year since. Fifty-two weeks.
More in fact.
It was May.
Day after my brother's birthday.
******* it.
You were older than me.
October to my November.
One month that you lorded over me.
One month.
You'll always be twenty-three.
Always.
Forever.
Now...
Aug 24, 2011
Aug 24, 2011 at 12:11 AM UTC
You'll always be twenty-three.
Always.
And that kills me.
You were older than me.
Now...
******* the futility of it all.
******* ******* it all!
I wish that I could punch a hole
in the world with my words and
find you.
I wish you knew.
I just wanted to tell you..
I just thought you needed to know,
at least once before everything is
broken headlights and crushed
tomorrows.
Blood and pavement and a median.
Crushed glass and a world
standing hollow without you.
I wish you knew.
I think I loved you once.
Think.
Coward.
I need to find you some days.
**** this tired world and it's
arbitrary thefts.
Your name should have a million hits a day.
You should have been...
My god how brilliant you were.
Like a jewel and like a genius.
You should have been forever.
I guess, in a way, you are.
You were a part of my life,
and a much bigger part than I ever would
have had you believe.
Did you know that? Had you figured it out?
Perhaps not.
A year since. Fifty-two weeks.
More in fact.
It was May.
Day after my brother's birthday.
******* it.
You were older than me.
October to my November.
One month that you lorded over me.
One month.
You'll always be twenty-three.
Always.
Forever.
Now...