Here I am again
Sitting at work on the bathroom floor
Wiping black tears from my face
This has happened before
All because of a story about
Someone else’s good day
I don’t want to get into details
Because when I think about it
I can’t stop
Let’s just say the movies
Don’t prepare you to be
Constantly pushed around
Until you confuse love for
Sleepless nights and grayness
I’m my own worst enemy
I can talk myself out of almost anything
Who would love a girl who’s afraid to feel?
It just seems like I get punished
Every time I give up
Anything beneath the surface
I don’t want to give anyone a chance
To be unimpressed
I dream of my pain being
Endearing
And for someone to sweep me off my feet
Like in a movie
I didn’t think that it could ever happen
And then despite my wrongs
You knew just what to say
For me to want to open the door to my cave
Because I don't want to be my own enemy
I want to take chances without even thinking
I want to love and to feel everything
To share what's beneath the surface and
To have it be worth it
I won't be scared of someone being unimpressed
Because you are impressed
I'll do my best
To keep my head
Out of the way of
What's coming next
Aug 19, 2011
Aug 19, 2011 at 10:57 PM UTC
Here I am again
Sitting at work on the bathroom floor
Wiping black tears from my face
This has happened before
All because of a story about
Someone else’s good day
I don’t want to get into details
Because when I think about it
I can’t stop
Let’s just say the movies
Don’t prepare you to be
Constantly pushed around
Until you confuse love for
Sleepless nights and grayness
I’m my own worst enemy
I can talk myself out of almost anything
Who would love a girl who’s afraid to feel?
It just seems like I get punished
Every time I give up
Anything beneath the surface
I don’t want to give anyone a chance
To be unimpressed
I dream of my pain being
Endearing
And for someone to sweep me off my feet
Like in a movie
I didn’t think that it could ever happen
And then despite my wrongs
You knew just what to say
For me to want to open the door to my cave
Because I don't want to be my own enemy
I want to take chances without even thinking
I want to love and to feel everything
To share what's beneath the surface and
To have it be worth it
I won't be scared of someone being unimpressed
Because you are impressed
I'll do my best
To keep my head
Out of the way of
What's coming next
