they tremble in fear, perspiring, shaking, shuddering.
for these hands are terrified.
not for the things that would seem obvious,
not a serial killer, or a deadly disease, or a difficult test
these hands, they are afraid of their owner.
because they know what she will do with them
when her heart is too heavy
and the tears flood into an ocean
as she draws her pain with the blades
they can't stop her.
they can't convince her she's better than this,
that it isn't worth her death.
these hands can only shake and tremble in fear.
May 19, 2015
May 19, 2015 at 12:51 PM UTC
they tremble in fear, perspiring, shaking, shuddering.
for these hands are terrified.
not for the things that would seem obvious,
not a serial killer, or a deadly disease, or a difficult test
these hands, they are afraid of their owner.
because they know what she will do with them
when her heart is too heavy
and the tears flood into an ocean
as she draws her pain with the blades
they can't stop her.
they can't convince her she's better than this,
that it isn't worth her death.
these hands can only shake and tremble in fear.
still 7 months and 9 days clean, but struggling :/
how do i stop these thoughts?
