I could feel the tremendous pressure as he tried to convince me
My skin stung and burned under his harsh touch
It felt wrong
His voice was too agressive
Too demanding
I felt bad
As though I owed him this
But as soon as he slipped his hand up my back I knew it wasn't what he had made it out to be
I told him "No"
But he just ignored me
I tried to pull away but his grip got tighter
I had to shove him away as hard as I could for him to back off
I walked out
I began to walk home
It took me a while to realise that I was shaking
I could'nt help it
I fell to the side of the road
The first tear dropped faster than it should of
The next day it happened
Of course it happened
How could I have been so naive
He dumpt me
Said he was moving and couldnt do long distances even though I saw him several times in the same area later on.
Yeah right.
He only ever wanted me for *** and when I could'nt give him what he wanted he just left
The worst part was that I was so entrapped by his precense that it took me several months to get over him
And even now
I pretend that what we had was real.
May 17, 2015
May 17, 2015 at 5:08 AM UTC
I could feel the tremendous pressure as he tried to convince me
My skin stung and burned under his harsh touch
It felt wrong
His voice was too agressive
Too demanding
I felt bad
As though I owed him this
But as soon as he slipped his hand up my back I knew it wasn't what he had made it out to be
I told him "No"
But he just ignored me
I tried to pull away but his grip got tighter
I had to shove him away as hard as I could for him to back off
I walked out
I began to walk home
It took me a while to realise that I was shaking
I could'nt help it
I fell to the side of the road
The first tear dropped faster than it should of
The next day it happened
Of course it happened
How could I have been so naive
He dumpt me
Said he was moving and couldnt do long distances even though I saw him several times in the same area later on.
Yeah right.
He only ever wanted me for *** and when I could'nt give him what he wanted he just left
The worst part was that I was so entrapped by his precense that it took me several months to get over him
And even now
I pretend that what we had was real.