I am extremely moody right now
I know its going to get worse.
I cant control who I yell at
I cant control when I cry
I cant control what I say
I cant control what I hurt
I cant control where my life is going the next few months
I've started to swear a lot more
and get violent with people.
I've also started to love a lot more
and trust with my heart.
I switch moods in a blink of an eye
If it was like getting a band aid ripped off I would be fine.
But its basically like getting a needle pulled through your body slowly.
it wasn't bad at all at first
now I just want to sleep so I don't hurt anyone.
I just want to stay home
so I don't mess anything up.
It ***** man.
I hate having to move.
May 3, 2015
May 3, 2015 at 9:34 PM UTC
I am extremely moody right now
I know its going to get worse.
I cant control who I yell at
I cant control when I cry
I cant control what I say
I cant control what I hurt
I cant control where my life is going the next few months
I've started to swear a lot more
and get violent with people.
I've also started to love a lot more
and trust with my heart.
I switch moods in a blink of an eye
If it was like getting a band aid ripped off I would be fine.
But its basically like getting a needle pulled through your body slowly.
it wasn't bad at all at first
now I just want to sleep so I don't hurt anyone.
I just want to stay home
so I don't mess anything up.
It ***** man.
I hate having to move.
