violent body of mine
take me away
my shoulder
hurts
but
no match
for the haze
that muddles my mind
i
am ashamed
of my body
all of the hate
that i am missing
i make up
for that
absence
they
tell me
i am great
i am everywhere too
i can bleed my
heart out on
a library
computer
and
feel no
more exposed no
less strong i am
filled with that hate
where i can
lay everything
bare
if
i so
choose i am
not stifled by this
body which i cannot
love i am
stifled by
my
mind
the guilt
the shame of
eyes-half-shut looking
blinking through tears equal
parts wind and
limitless possibilities
i,
terrified
of what
will soon be
inevitable i just can't
i just can't admit
that i can
do anything
i
want
whenever i
want however i
want forever i want
Mar 29, 2015
Mar 29, 2015 at 7:11 PM UTC
violent body of mine
take me away
my shoulder
hurts
but
no match
for the haze
that muddles my mind
i
am ashamed
of my body
all of the hate
that i am missing
i make up
for that
absence
they
tell me
i am great
i am everywhere too
i can bleed my
heart out on
a library
computer
and
feel no
more exposed no
less strong i am
filled with that hate
where i can
lay everything
bare
if
i so
choose i am
not stifled by this
body which i cannot
love i am
stifled by
my
mind
the guilt
the shame of
eyes-half-shut looking
blinking through tears equal
parts wind and
limitless possibilities
i,
terrified
of what
will soon be
inevitable i just can't
i just can't admit
that i can
do anything
i
want
whenever i
want however i
want forever i want
