i pity myself for always
trying to say sorry
when in fact
i shouldn't
THESE ARE FEELINGS OF SHEER PAIN
but then i get afraid
you might leave me
why do i always feel neglected
unspecial
unappreciated
why is it that
you'll just go here when it's convenient for you
what about me
i wanted to see you as often as much
am i allowed to visit you too
sigh
you know what
sometimes
i feel like i'm being used up
AN OXYGEN TANK
giving you relief
when you're in dire need
of support
but see
i'm getting consumed
slowly
silently
one day
when i shall speak none of your name
wonder not
there's just nothing left of me anymore
Mar 7, 2015
Mar 7, 2015 at 12:19 PM UTC
i pity myself for always
trying to say sorry
when in fact
i shouldn't
THESE ARE FEELINGS OF SHEER PAIN
but then i get afraid
you might leave me
why do i always feel neglected
unspecial
unappreciated
why is it that
you'll just go here when it's convenient for you
what about me
i wanted to see you as often as much
am i allowed to visit you too
sigh
you know what
sometimes
i feel like i'm being used up
AN OXYGEN TANK
giving you relief
when you're in dire need
of support
but see
i'm getting consumed
slowly
silently
one day
when i shall speak none of your name
wonder not
there's just nothing left of me anymore
i tried to give you all that is mine, all that i am