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I never knew this could feel so good. When you said you didn't want me anymore I thought you were lying. I thought you were trying to push me away because you didn't want to hurt me anymore. I thought you wanted me to feel better. I know now that is not what it was. When you said you didn't want me anymore I told myself you did. I rolled in the thoughts of eventually getting you back. He just needs a break. He will realize I'm the one for him. No. When you said you didn't want me anymore I told myself I wouldn't talk to you. You're lying. Pushing me away. He can't possibly push me away. You know this. I love you. Anger. Tears. Pain. What am I even doing? I do not love you! When you said you did not like me anymore, finally. The truth. No more fear. Im free. I never knew this would feel so ******* good.
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Feb 28, 2015
Feb 28, 2015 at 12:53 AM UTC
Freedom
I never knew this could feel so good. When you said you didn't want me anymore I thought you were lying. I thought you were trying to push me away because you didn't want to hurt me anymore. I thought you wanted me to feel better. I know now that is not what it was. When you said you didn't want me anymore I told myself you did. I rolled in the thoughts of eventually getting you back. He just needs a break. He will realize I'm the one for him. No. When you said you didn't want me anymore I told myself I wouldn't talk to you. You're lying. Pushing me away. He can't possibly push me away. You know this. I love you. Anger. Tears. Pain. What am I even doing? I do not love you! When you said you did not like me anymore, finally. The truth. No more fear. Im free. I never knew this would feel so ******* good.
This endless cycle of what I thought was love has broken me from the inside out. It was not until today that I allowed myself to see past him. And I feel happy. Finally.
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Feb 28, 2015
Feb 28, 2015 at 12:53 AM UTC
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