The dream I dreamt last night
will not fade, so real it must be true.
I was leaning against a tree,
near the shore of a great sea
vast and loud, dark but moonlit.
A shadow held my gaze, long
before me, like being followed
by the sun. The shadow was my own.
I watched it move out and away
from the tree, in the general direction
of the sea, and I felt its strong pull
so I followed.
I followed it to the water and
summoned the courage to take it
down to the bottom of it all
and soon my dream became
a dream within a dream,
and the then became the now.
The sea parted to the left
and the right and now
I am here, and in it,
walking down the middle
on dry ground without fear,
I could care less
if it collapses upon me.
I look at the walls
and feel no wonder at
their verticalness.
From the left Sam Harris says
“Its all magnetic ********
emanating from the earths core”,
while Brennan Manning speaks
to me from the right and
tells me that its God.
One side chants for God,
I can see all their faces
poking through the water wall,
while the other wall
says nothing, stoic unbelievers
confident in their disbelief.
Jesus comes through
the wall of water and stands
before me, dust at his feet,
fire in his eyes,
he puts his hands on my shoulders
and speaks:
“My prodigal son I am here.
I have always been here.
Look, there, you see the result
Of those who cease their search?
They sit in a wall of water as if
it is normal to do such things,
and though you have left me
more times than you want to be
reminded of, your leaving has always
resulted in your return, which
pleases me greatly..the more times
you doubt, and seek, and stray,
the more you are strengthened
upon your return"
Then he turns from me,
steps into the water wall
and disappears
and all is silent.
The dream is over.
Conclusion
In this everyday battle for a soul
I realize my indiscretions tend
to accelerate the tic-tocs of my existence,
While on other days, the slower days,
I lie waiting in the dark like a lonely lover
listening for the key in the lock at 3am,
alone, falling asleep in tears to wake up
in sunlight and candle wax.
*I have come to the conclusion that
I believe what I have always believed
because I have seen too much
to not believe it.*
Feb 21, 2015
Feb 21, 2015 at 12:58 PM UTC
The dream I dreamt last night
will not fade, so real it must be true.
I was leaning against a tree,
near the shore of a great sea
vast and loud, dark but moonlit.
A shadow held my gaze, long
before me, like being followed
by the sun. The shadow was my own.
I watched it move out and away
from the tree, in the general direction
of the sea, and I felt its strong pull
so I followed.
I followed it to the water and
summoned the courage to take it
down to the bottom of it all
and soon my dream became
a dream within a dream,
and the then became the now.
The sea parted to the left
and the right and now
I am here, and in it,
walking down the middle
on dry ground without fear,
I could care less
if it collapses upon me.
I look at the walls
and feel no wonder at
their verticalness.
From the left Sam Harris says
“Its all magnetic ********
emanating from the earths core”,
while Brennan Manning speaks
to me from the right and
tells me that its God.
One side chants for God,
I can see all their faces
poking through the water wall,
while the other wall
says nothing, stoic unbelievers
confident in their disbelief.
Jesus comes through
the wall of water and stands
before me, dust at his feet,
fire in his eyes,
he puts his hands on my shoulders
and speaks:
“My prodigal son I am here.
I have always been here.
Look, there, you see the result
Of those who cease their search?
They sit in a wall of water as if
it is normal to do such things,
and though you have left me
more times than you want to be
reminded of, your leaving has always
resulted in your return, which
pleases me greatly..the more times
you doubt, and seek, and stray,
the more you are strengthened
upon your return"
Then he turns from me,
steps into the water wall
and disappears
and all is silent.
The dream is over.
Conclusion
In this everyday battle for a soul
I realize my indiscretions tend
to accelerate the tic-tocs of my existence,
While on other days, the slower days,
I lie waiting in the dark like a lonely lover
listening for the key in the lock at 3am,
alone, falling asleep in tears to wake up
in sunlight and candle wax.
*I have come to the conclusion that
I believe what I have always believed
because I have seen too much
to not believe it.*
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