When you look at me
You would see me smiling
You would ignore the pain I carry
You would ignore my scars.
I'm happy, don't you know?
I was never sad
For you, I guess...
Becasue you don't care
You just strike away the depair
That dwells in me
And then you say I don't understand
Because I am always happy.
But one should know
THAT I AM NOT!
The doctor wasn't happy
When I was born
The neighbour wasn't happy
Because I was a girl.
I wasn't happy when I was four
I wasn't happy when I was eight
I remember I cried on my 8th birthday
Because no one was happy I was born that day.
You say I smile
But that's the satan in me smiling
She got what she wanted
She wanted me to get crazy
And now I am.
What more do you want from me?
Are you happy now?
Oh, you're sad?
Then why don't you stop
Saying things about me!
Why don't you ever ******* stop!
You're making me sick!
I'm tired of this
I am tired of slashing my wrist
I am ******* tired of all your jokes
And if this doesn't make YOU happy,
Then I'll have no choice
But to slash my neck.
Feb 8, 2015
Feb 8, 2015 at 6:54 AM UTC
When you look at me
You would see me smiling
You would ignore the pain I carry
You would ignore my scars.
I'm happy, don't you know?
I was never sad
For you, I guess...
Becasue you don't care
You just strike away the depair
That dwells in me
And then you say I don't understand
Because I am always happy.
But one should know
THAT I AM NOT!
The doctor wasn't happy
When I was born
The neighbour wasn't happy
Because I was a girl.
I wasn't happy when I was four
I wasn't happy when I was eight
I remember I cried on my 8th birthday
Because no one was happy I was born that day.
You say I smile
But that's the satan in me smiling
She got what she wanted
She wanted me to get crazy
And now I am.
What more do you want from me?
Are you happy now?
Oh, you're sad?
Then why don't you stop
Saying things about me!
Why don't you ever ******* stop!
You're making me sick!
I'm tired of this
I am tired of slashing my wrist
I am ******* tired of all your jokes
And if this doesn't make YOU happy,
Then I'll have no choice
But to slash my neck.
