Today, I found out that you got a new boyfriend. It shouldn't surprise me, but i cried anyways.
I spent the last 6 years loving and even though you were in Korea for 3 years. You lead me on with false hope and left me for my dark twisted thoughts and scenarios that would never happen, except one, your new boyfriend.
The first time i met you we looked in each others eyes because you wanted to know what color mine were, all i saw in you eyes was a beautiful blue/gray storm. If I knew that this is how things would go I would stayed for away from you.
Your love is a very bad drug for me. When I am around you I feel on top of the world but the moment you leave everything falls apart, my mind, my heart, and my sanity.
It was so ******* clear to you that I loved you. I tried talking things out but you just ignored me. How foolish of me to think after 6 years, maybe just maybe I'd have a ******* chance with you.
The most awful part is i found out over Facebook.
I had this crazy thought that maybe one day we would be married, but i guess not.
Feb 7, 2015
Feb 7, 2015 at 12:33 AM UTC
Today, I found out that you got a new boyfriend. It shouldn't surprise me, but i cried anyways.
I spent the last 6 years loving and even though you were in Korea for 3 years. You lead me on with false hope and left me for my dark twisted thoughts and scenarios that would never happen, except one, your new boyfriend.
The first time i met you we looked in each others eyes because you wanted to know what color mine were, all i saw in you eyes was a beautiful blue/gray storm. If I knew that this is how things would go I would stayed for away from you.
Your love is a very bad drug for me. When I am around you I feel on top of the world but the moment you leave everything falls apart, my mind, my heart, and my sanity.
It was so ******* clear to you that I loved you. I tried talking things out but you just ignored me. How foolish of me to think after 6 years, maybe just maybe I'd have a ******* chance with you.
The most awful part is i found out over Facebook.
I had this crazy thought that maybe one day we would be married, but i guess not.
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