I waited
hoping
for what most girls would expect
I wanted
your hand extended
or maybe the smile I love so much
But you kept up the façade
I've been trying to tear down
you kept your head
in your little game
you strode past
eyes never touching me
you shrunk me
making me
a part of your wall
I don't know why you belittle me
with absence of words or gestures
But I'm
just about done taking it
because I've started to feel like I deserve this
And I don't need guilt
added to the pile
It will hurt to let you go
as my hands have grown around you
but like a doorknob that's heating up
it will hurt more if I hold on
and since you'll never open up
and let me in
soon- I'm going to walk away
and leave you on the other side
with no one to torment
I'll be gone
and when another innocent girl
starts walking towards your door
I'll be there
to warn her
of the dangers you pose
and the tools you posses
to hurt her
Feb 3, 2015
Feb 3, 2015 at 6:34 PM UTC
I waited
hoping
for what most girls would expect
I wanted
your hand extended
or maybe the smile I love so much
But you kept up the façade
I've been trying to tear down
you kept your head
in your little game
you strode past
eyes never touching me
you shrunk me
making me
a part of your wall
I don't know why you belittle me
with absence of words or gestures
But I'm
just about done taking it
because I've started to feel like I deserve this
And I don't need guilt
added to the pile
It will hurt to let you go
as my hands have grown around you
but like a doorknob that's heating up
it will hurt more if I hold on
and since you'll never open up
and let me in
soon- I'm going to walk away
and leave you on the other side
with no one to torment
I'll be gone
and when another innocent girl
starts walking towards your door
I'll be there
to warn her
of the dangers you pose
and the tools you posses
to hurt her
