*I should have realized earlier
what I pondered this day
because there is nothing better
than admitting what you want to say.
My love for him is not eternal
cause maybe even feeling dismal
though I'm not taking back what I said.
And as selfish as this may sound,
I want to keep his company
on any type of steep and ground
and be with him eternally.
It is too much to ask
for I know that fully well
and to be true and stark,
his life with me would be hell.
Although I see his patience
in the three year pursuit,
my trust in him bends
for only a little of it was true.
It is futile to deny
that I forgive not forget.
One reason is limited to one cry,
and my mind is usually always set.*
Feb 1, 2015
Feb 1, 2015 at 1:47 AM UTC
*I should have realized earlier
what I pondered this day
because there is nothing better
than admitting what you want to say.
My love for him is not eternal
cause maybe even feeling dismal
though I'm not taking back what I said.
And as selfish as this may sound,
I want to keep his company
on any type of steep and ground
and be with him eternally.
It is too much to ask
for I know that fully well
and to be true and stark,
his life with me would be hell.
Although I see his patience
in the three year pursuit,
my trust in him bends
for only a little of it was true.
It is futile to deny
that I forgive not forget.
One reason is limited to one cry,
and my mind is usually always set.*
