It’s not Dislike,
not Snobbery,
just
Uneasiness
that makes me leave
well intentioned messages
hanging.
A question:
Why do you even want to talk to me?
A series of justifications:
-We aren’t close,
-We’ll never be close,
-I have too many hang-ups
-I hate casual conversation.
A silent plea:
Just stop trying,
live your own life,
give up, go away,
I have nothing for you,
you who can find others.
It’s not you,
it’s me.
The truth is,
I don’t particularly want
new friends
anymore.
I can barely hold on
to the ones I have.
Jan 14, 2015
Jan 14, 2015 at 9:47 AM UTC
It’s not Dislike,
not Snobbery,
just
Uneasiness
that makes me leave
well intentioned messages
hanging.
A question:
Why do you even want to talk to me?
A series of justifications:
-We aren’t close,
-We’ll never be close,
-I have too many hang-ups
-I hate casual conversation.
A silent plea:
Just stop trying,
live your own life,
give up, go away,
I have nothing for you,
you who can find others.
It’s not you,
it’s me.
The truth is,
I don’t particularly want
new friends
anymore.
I can barely hold on
to the ones I have.