I've started the death race
My foot on the pedal, not the brake
(Which any sane person would)
But I took a leap
(More like step forward)
And fell upon what I've been fighting against
All this time
3 days
13 months
When you fall into a hole
do you try to climb to the top
-Scraping your hands and knees on the way falling down a few times and damaging your heart
Or do you dig yourself deeper till you can no longer see the sun?
(Out of desperation with nothing left to do)
-Because you fear the climb, the falls, the difficulty
-Pitting yourself against yourself because you've already come this far?
I must really want to see China
For I am dug, maybe (hopefully) buried.
And I fear I will never feel the warmth of sun again.
At least one heart is going to be broken
I just hope
God I hope
That it's mine.
Jan 4, 2010
Jan 4, 2010 at 4:29 PM UTC
I've started the death race
My foot on the pedal, not the brake
(Which any sane person would)
But I took a leap
(More like step forward)
And fell upon what I've been fighting against
All this time
3 days
13 months
When you fall into a hole
do you try to climb to the top
-Scraping your hands and knees on the way falling down a few times and damaging your heart
Or do you dig yourself deeper till you can no longer see the sun?
(Out of desperation with nothing left to do)
-Because you fear the climb, the falls, the difficulty
-Pitting yourself against yourself because you've already come this far?
I must really want to see China
For I am dug, maybe (hopefully) buried.
And I fear I will never feel the warmth of sun again.
At least one heart is going to be broken
I just hope
God I hope
That it's mine.
