I still wake up in a panic
wondering where you are,
Not remembering til i think hard ....
oh ya she left me ...And it's hard
Cause seven years of waking up
From night terrors to u by my side
Is now the backdrop for a cruel
Joke when I forget u said bye
Some nights I actually deny
The fact inside my sick head
And tell myself ur in the bathroom
So I can go back to bed
Less poetic and more
Pathetic trust me I know
But withdrawl from love is the worst
Withdrawl &Trust; me i would know
But don't think I don't know
I'm better off with u travellin
So I'm either ******** plain
Stupid or really like the challengin'
I guess it's hard imaginin'
A day now that me u and Ju
Can ever sit down together and
After all we been through
That's sad but I know that
We can't even be friends now
Ur a pig headed chicken head with
horse powered madness of mad cow
A sheep who always follows
Temptation as ur wool is over
Ur eyes and even if not ur sights
Still obstructed til ur sober
but "oh baby baby it's
A wild world...
It's hard to get by
just Upon a smile girl"
And I may miss u and still
I love u but I hate u equally
And u can visit ur son still just
because u can't have him legally
&Take; him for the night don't
mean U should write him off
And make him suffer for choices
u made resulting in u now not
Being able to take him
when the **** will u awaken
How many hearts must u be breakin
He shouldn't be feeling Forsaken
So whenever ur done vacation
At Club prescription Med
Maybe u should come Visit ur son
Before u overdose and are dead
But I said what I said I'd say
Plus more so ill walk away
From this poem like u did the
Home we built for 7years but hey
U were never very sentimental
Just very mental I guess
But I'm never far if u truly need
me just look in a mirror at ur chest
"Your on my heart just like a tattoo"
- Jordan sparks-
-Knowledge "hater" Gonzalez-
Jan 10, 2015
Jan 10, 2015 at 10:26 PM UTC
I still wake up in a panic
wondering where you are,
Not remembering til i think hard ....
oh ya she left me ...And it's hard
Cause seven years of waking up
From night terrors to u by my side
Is now the backdrop for a cruel
Joke when I forget u said bye
Some nights I actually deny
The fact inside my sick head
And tell myself ur in the bathroom
So I can go back to bed
Less poetic and more
Pathetic trust me I know
But withdrawl from love is the worst
Withdrawl &Trust; me i would know
But don't think I don't know
I'm better off with u travellin
So I'm either ******** plain
Stupid or really like the challengin'
I guess it's hard imaginin'
A day now that me u and Ju
Can ever sit down together and
After all we been through
That's sad but I know that
We can't even be friends now
Ur a pig headed chicken head with
horse powered madness of mad cow
A sheep who always follows
Temptation as ur wool is over
Ur eyes and even if not ur sights
Still obstructed til ur sober
but "oh baby baby it's
A wild world...
It's hard to get by
just Upon a smile girl"
And I may miss u and still
I love u but I hate u equally
And u can visit ur son still just
because u can't have him legally
&Take; him for the night don't
mean U should write him off
And make him suffer for choices
u made resulting in u now not
Being able to take him
when the **** will u awaken
How many hearts must u be breakin
He shouldn't be feeling Forsaken
So whenever ur done vacation
At Club prescription Med
Maybe u should come Visit ur son
Before u overdose and are dead
But I said what I said I'd say
Plus more so ill walk away
From this poem like u did the
Home we built for 7years but hey
U were never very sentimental
Just very mental I guess
But I'm never far if u truly need
me just look in a mirror at ur chest
"Your on my heart just like a tattoo"
- Jordan sparks-
-Knowledge "hater" Gonzalez-
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