That day I sat
naked and
alone
water collapsing upon my spine
acidic or compelling?
cradling what I thought was my hands
within themselves
and waiting for daylight to break me.
I was already broken
decrepit in fact.
caressing substance as supplement
the figurines of moving reality
plaguing consciousness
As drips
drops
fell
struck
My initiative was no longer to cleanse
or ease
but to forget,
God oblidge me
please
ghosts of armies amidst armistices
raging with questioning calamity
every minute
every second
It was easy
to hear and see it
placid to act
as if gum on a shoe
was used and trashed
but stuck somewhere new
disgusting
Meanwhile
this water
troublesome with cleanliness
corrodes my cadaver
(Cadaver, because it seems that way)
Blood runs with it
and overtakes the pigment
like color from the sponges
I’d used for the color the needle left
instead of creating
life in color
death in color
feeling in color
There were none
unnamed and buried
internal pieces of me
Extracted
with simplicity
by mouth
and flushed
to not exist
ever
to anyone
but deep in the realm, of conscience
hidden
and drowning
Dec 23, 2014
Dec 23, 2014 at 11:29 AM UTC
That day I sat
naked and
alone
water collapsing upon my spine
acidic or compelling?
cradling what I thought was my hands
within themselves
and waiting for daylight to break me.
I was already broken
decrepit in fact.
caressing substance as supplement
the figurines of moving reality
plaguing consciousness
As drips
drops
fell
struck
My initiative was no longer to cleanse
or ease
but to forget,
God oblidge me
please
ghosts of armies amidst armistices
raging with questioning calamity
every minute
every second
It was easy
to hear and see it
placid to act
as if gum on a shoe
was used and trashed
but stuck somewhere new
disgusting
Meanwhile
this water
troublesome with cleanliness
corrodes my cadaver
(Cadaver, because it seems that way)
Blood runs with it
and overtakes the pigment
like color from the sponges
I’d used for the color the needle left
instead of creating
life in color
death in color
feeling in color
There were none
unnamed and buried
internal pieces of me
Extracted
with simplicity
by mouth
and flushed
to not exist
ever
to anyone
but deep in the realm, of conscience
hidden
and drowning
