Escape of dreaming with a broken heart. And dwelling with the feeling of waking up.
Sleeping becomes addicting .
So the 3 hours past noon creeps up on me. I can not bare it no longer. I'm a coward.
I'm sinking. Will you save me?
My sober thoughts eat my soul bit by bit. Feening just that one sip.
Falling for the same **** tricks.
Clueless.
The idiot.
Like being left here to burn in the place's you've standed. Gone. ****** Stranded.
So its time for my daily cleansing with my buddy jack. Everything is beyond blurry.
Skeptical thinking but you start swirving.
I'll always Slur on words you'll never say. Clever little girl I know your games.
So far gone from reailty, how the numb senile feeling reacts so smooth.
I would try again with hope but then again that'd be the *****
So I'll celebrate in your honor on this wretched night.
Lathered in my own shame.
Slowly loosing my composhere step by step. I'm crippled and running out of legs to stand on . im a mess.
But my sweetheart your the closest to hell I'll ever be.
My Eyes glazing blood red. hatred. Torn to the seems.
But my darling wasn't this what you wanted me to be? Or was it how you've always been good at dropping to your knees?
Hell who knows. Forget my name .
You always have your own way ,
blinded by the greed of lust and waist low pleasure.
Seems your the one shipwrecked and lost.
I'm so far gone.
But jack my buddy, one more drink
And I'll move on.
Dec 19, 2014
Dec 19, 2014 at 3:54 AM UTC
Escape of dreaming with a broken heart. And dwelling with the feeling of waking up.
Sleeping becomes addicting .
So the 3 hours past noon creeps up on me. I can not bare it no longer. I'm a coward.
I'm sinking. Will you save me?
My sober thoughts eat my soul bit by bit. Feening just that one sip.
Falling for the same **** tricks.
Clueless.
The idiot.
Like being left here to burn in the place's you've standed. Gone. ****** Stranded.
So its time for my daily cleansing with my buddy jack. Everything is beyond blurry.
Skeptical thinking but you start swirving.
I'll always Slur on words you'll never say. Clever little girl I know your games.
So far gone from reailty, how the numb senile feeling reacts so smooth.
I would try again with hope but then again that'd be the *****
So I'll celebrate in your honor on this wretched night.
Lathered in my own shame.
Slowly loosing my composhere step by step. I'm crippled and running out of legs to stand on . im a mess.
But my sweetheart your the closest to hell I'll ever be.
My Eyes glazing blood red. hatred. Torn to the seems.
But my darling wasn't this what you wanted me to be? Or was it how you've always been good at dropping to your knees?
Hell who knows. Forget my name .
You always have your own way ,
blinded by the greed of lust and waist low pleasure.
Seems your the one shipwrecked and lost.
I'm so far gone.
But jack my buddy, one more drink
And I'll move on.
