she warned me
that, when taken in overdose,
the white pills cause seizures,
anaphylaxis,
heart arrhythmia,
ending in death.
she warned me
never take
too many.
never give a girl
who tried twice
the ammunition
to try again.
i’m bleeding again
& i don’t care enough
for my own skin
to disinfect
& bandage
the damage.
so i’ll sing myself to sleep
choking on half-breaths
left breathless
at knowing
everything’s breaking
again.
Apr 22, 2014
Apr 22, 2014 at 11:12 PM UTC
she warned me
that, when taken in overdose,
the white pills cause seizures,
anaphylaxis,
heart arrhythmia,
ending in death.
she warned me
never take
too many.
never give a girl
who tried twice
the ammunition
to try again.
i’m bleeding again
& i don’t care enough
for my own skin
to disinfect
& bandage
the damage.
so i’ll sing myself to sleep
choking on half-breaths
left breathless
at knowing
everything’s breaking
again.
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