Lingering sentiments
Pesky memories
That arise from ashes
A twisted phoenix
Waiting for me
To burn and mutilate me
While screeching her name
Reminding me of what I lost
And at every crossroad
Her ghost
Beckons me to her *****
Chastising me for leaving
But never offering remorse
Celestial star hanging from heaven
Lucid dreams unraveling
Soft elusive creature
I only wanted to love you
Through carnal episodes
Because that’s all I knew
Never meant to break
Or hurt you
But when you left
Took everything from me
My innocence
And my peace of mind
I killed myself again and again
Just to be with you
Until there was nothing left
But memories that evaporate
Then come down on rainy days
When you appear through
The cracks in my mind and heart
Flooding me with ice cold water
To the point that I can’t breathe
Because everything I had wanted
Died the day that you left
And now I pick up the pieces
Wondering which ones are worth keeping
Because I see no worth in me
After the words you said to me
And all that I have shouts at me
That it would have been better
Had it been you
Mar 28
Mar 28, 2026 at 4:22 AM UTC
Lingering sentiments
Pesky memories
That arise from ashes
A twisted phoenix
Waiting for me
To burn and mutilate me
While screeching her name
Reminding me of what I lost
And at every crossroad
Her ghost
Beckons me to her *****
Chastising me for leaving
But never offering remorse
Celestial star hanging from heaven
Lucid dreams unraveling
Soft elusive creature
I only wanted to love you
Through carnal episodes
Because that’s all I knew
Never meant to break
Or hurt you
But when you left
Took everything from me
My innocence
And my peace of mind
I killed myself again and again
Just to be with you
Until there was nothing left
But memories that evaporate
Then come down on rainy days
When you appear through
The cracks in my mind and heart
Flooding me with ice cold water
To the point that I can’t breathe
Because everything I had wanted
Died the day that you left
And now I pick up the pieces
Wondering which ones are worth keeping
Because I see no worth in me
After the words you said to me
And all that I have shouts at me
That it would have been better
Had it been you