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I'm hungry but I don't want to eat I'm weak   or fat   or both Judgment    from me and others But I don't know what they're thinking I assume I assume they think    I'm gross    and fat    and lazy I could just be healthy I could exercise more Or eat fewer carbs and more protein But I guess    I am lazy because I'd rather just stop eating I know it's bad I know it's dangerous But my brain and my insecurity don't communicate I'm insecure        lazy        gross        unhealthy        FAT
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Mar 15, 2020
Mar 15, 2020 at 3:09 PM UTC
Inner thoughts of non-fat fat person
I'm hungry but I don't want to eat I'm weak   or fat   or both Judgment    from me and others But I don't know what they're thinking I assume I assume they think    I'm gross    and fat    and lazy I could just be healthy I could exercise more Or eat fewer carbs and more protein But I guess    I am lazy because I'd rather just stop eating I know it's bad I know it's dangerous But my brain and my insecurity don't communicate I'm insecure        lazy        gross        unhealthy        FAT
I guess this is just a reflection of the thoughts I've had in the past. If you are going through this please tell someone I went through it alone and it was really difficult.
#eatingdisorder#anorexic#sick#eating#disorder#food#weak#fat#gross#lazy
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21/F/California
Mar 15, 2020
Mar 15, 2020 at 3:09 PM UTC
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