By early evening I’d stumbled onto
shores of lost adulthood,
where wooden lodge overlooks the mountain,
and kissed the moon goodnight.
And through poor-lit doorway, soft-lit behind,
an old friend waved to me,
singing songs of love, singing songs I’d love,
armchair turned towards the sea.
It’s dark, but there’s coffee in
the kitchen; there’s bluebells under
the windowsill.
There was a tenderness beneath his eyes,
there was no more poetry.
There was a dining table set that night,
he’d cooked a Sunday-dinner.
I doubt anyone would believe me if
I said he looked happy.
But did you know I was three months off
asking you to marry me?
He’s sat by the window and
the sun is setting; but I might
see you again.
Trying to balance, ****** home by myself,
in alien cities,
was how I spent the next four weeks, while you
fell into another.
Time to go home, but I ain’t got no home,
good friend’s don’t even know,
that car’ying shrapnel’s pretty nice, when you
got to walk home alone.
It’s hard now to remember,
but last time I saw you, I was
in love with you.
The little island in the half-sunk beach
was where I stayed that night,
was where I loned, got drunk in it, then
each day got drunk some more.
Wild, the memories we had, but we had enough,
for you I knew,
she’s long-gone now,
this forest has come undone.
Ness Boy sat by the window,
thinking about those years, watching
the end of them.
Jun 19, 2018
Jun 19, 2018 at 4:53 AM UTC
By early evening I’d stumbled onto
shores of lost adulthood,
where wooden lodge overlooks the mountain,
and kissed the moon goodnight.
And through poor-lit doorway, soft-lit behind,
an old friend waved to me,
singing songs of love, singing songs I’d love,
armchair turned towards the sea.
It’s dark, but there’s coffee in
the kitchen; there’s bluebells under
the windowsill.
There was a tenderness beneath his eyes,
there was no more poetry.
There was a dining table set that night,
he’d cooked a Sunday-dinner.
I doubt anyone would believe me if
I said he looked happy.
But did you know I was three months off
asking you to marry me?
He’s sat by the window and
the sun is setting; but I might
see you again.
Trying to balance, ****** home by myself,
in alien cities,
was how I spent the next four weeks, while you
fell into another.
Time to go home, but I ain’t got no home,
good friend’s don’t even know,
that car’ying shrapnel’s pretty nice, when you
got to walk home alone.
It’s hard now to remember,
but last time I saw you, I was
in love with you.
The little island in the half-sunk beach
was where I stayed that night,
was where I loned, got drunk in it, then
each day got drunk some more.
Wild, the memories we had, but we had enough,
for you I knew,
she’s long-gone now,
this forest has come undone.
Ness Boy sat by the window,
thinking about those years, watching
the end of them.
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