“I messed up.”
I only wish it didn’t
take you this long
to realize.
“Can we talk?”
My whole body aches,
yearning to say yes.
“Are you there?”
Yes, I am here.
“Please answer.”
I surely don’t think
I have that strength.
“I still love you.”
My heart beats,
my stomach churns.
*“You were the best
thing that ever
happened to me.”*
Funny,
I used to think the same
about you.
“Why aren't you answering?”
***“Because for 7 months;
I waited.
You tore me apart,
it felt like I was drowning.
You didn't even look back.
Not once.
How can I just forget that?”***
I hit send.
“I’m sorry…”
“I’m sorry too.”
Except this time,
I don’t hit send.
Oct 13, 2014
Oct 13, 2014 at 8:03 PM UTC
“I messed up.”
I only wish it didn’t
take you this long
to realize.
“Can we talk?”
My whole body aches,
yearning to say yes.
“Are you there?”
Yes, I am here.
“Please answer.”
I surely don’t think
I have that strength.
“I still love you.”
My heart beats,
my stomach churns.
*“You were the best
thing that ever
happened to me.”*
Funny,
I used to think the same
about you.
“Why aren't you answering?”
***“Because for 7 months;
I waited.
You tore me apart,
it felt like I was drowning.
You didn't even look back.
Not once.
How can I just forget that?”***
I hit send.
“I’m sorry…”
“I’m sorry too.”
Except this time,
I don’t hit send.
"When what you want isn't what's good for you, that's when you need to learn to walk away."
