Im going through a breakup with myself.
Trying to dump everything I need not hold on to
Its been a emotional wreck and destroying my real relationships
I want to runaway and never say anything
I want to self-isolate
fall into myself
but for the sake of the person I hold most dear I need to let go
Nothing left
I need to allow myself to get help
let him in he says
I struggle to find the balance between my ego and my heart
listen to what really matters
I need to let my guard down and breathe
holding this barricade from everyone up
Its draining
Im ready to let go.
My needless worrying
My ego
My pride
My need to fix everyone else
I told him I would get better so I have to
This is my testimony of me trying
Im trying so hard
Not ONE single person sees it but I am
improvement may not be how you want it but its a lot for me
I admit I struggle
with addiction, depression, anxiety ect ect ect
its a never ending list of things wrong with me
But im done with it
its not going to run my life anymore
I love him and this is what I need to do
Maintaining a healthy relationship isn't as easy as maintaining a healthy mind or body
but alas im ready.
May 24
May 24, 2026 at 9:11 AM UTC
Im going through a breakup with myself.
Trying to dump everything I need not hold on to
Its been a emotional wreck and destroying my real relationships
I want to runaway and never say anything
I want to self-isolate
fall into myself
but for the sake of the person I hold most dear I need to let go
Nothing left
I need to allow myself to get help
let him in he says
I struggle to find the balance between my ego and my heart
listen to what really matters
I need to let my guard down and breathe
holding this barricade from everyone up
Its draining
Im ready to let go.
My needless worrying
My ego
My pride
My need to fix everyone else
I told him I would get better so I have to
This is my testimony of me trying
Im trying so hard
Not ONE single person sees it but I am
improvement may not be how you want it but its a lot for me
I admit I struggle
with addiction, depression, anxiety ect ect ect
its a never ending list of things wrong with me
But im done with it
its not going to run my life anymore
I love him and this is what I need to do
Maintaining a healthy relationship isn't as easy as maintaining a healthy mind or body
but alas im ready.
I got **** wrong with me not surprising but the person I care about most is at his end and im giving him stuff he doesnt deserve so im changing for the better. Im willing to give up everything that makes me feel safe to better myself for him. And if it doesnt work out. oh well **** my life then