Am I likeable?
Do I come off as annoying, childish and immature?
I get told two things
IM the problem or noone likes me
My friends if they are even that leave me
they go and hang out without me
we plan stuff they cancel
why cant i have real friends?
I am ALWAYS there for them
I listen, I give good advice
I fix thier problems
wipe thier slates clean
But why when I ask for love and someone to care in return i get nothing
Noone knows who I am
They laugh in my face
Ridicule me like im a circus monkey
Im not saying im getting bullied
Im just saying why cant you care like i do?
Why wont you love me?
I give you my all at least give me a little bit
Am i that much of a ****** person?
1d ago
Jun 4, 2026 at 9:15 AM UTC
Today I look outside
I see a family of ducks
all in a row
neat and clean they hobble along
all 11 babies following their mother
Me staring out the window seeing this,
I contemplate and reflect on myself
I am not like those ducks
My ducks are not in a row
they are all over
chaos ensuing all over
As I try to become like the ducks I **** out the problems
like the mother duck weeds bugs out of her children´s feathers
Like the mother I need to nurture my dreams until they can fly on their own
I need to put in the work to get all my ducks in a row
4d ago
Jun 1, 2026 at 1:39 PM UTC
Heyyy
how are we doing?
I hope we finally got what we wanted
peace and freedom away from our parents
the love of our life
carrier we always wanted
all the animals we could dream of
what I hope for the most though
is that you started to love yourself
I can't now and I wish I could
but I hope you did
found the silver lining in the deep abyss I live in
There isn't much to say
but I hope things go better
I love you
please keep shining on for little us and me
shine for those who can't
shine for those who love us
we get one go at this life thing so don't be a poomp
love forever, present me
5d ago
May 31, 2026 at 9:09 PM UTC
This is awkward
to be frank im nervous
the thought of yall being real family
I think of you all that way now
It is something i cannot wait for
just as much as i love your son,big brother,grandson,nephew and cousin
I love you guys
You are some of the coolest people I have met
sharing my interests
supporting me
listening to my problems
you guys are always there for me when i need it
There is no one I could be more grateful to be related to
There are individual thank yous I'd love to give out
To his dad, thank you for doing all you could to raise a amazing son
To his grandma, Thank you for making him a true gentleman and taking care of us and loving me like family
To his mother, I wish we could have met but thank you for giving life to my soulmate
sincerely, your future in law
May 27
May 27, 2026 at 9:18 PM UTC
Dear upperclassmen,
You may be graduated a few years
I still miss you guys everyday
We met when I was in 8th grade
You were in 11th
Instantly taking me under your wing
You both cared for me
Like I was a child of your own
Nothing got me through those years but you
like a true mom and dad to me
loved me how they didnt
showed me that im not horrible
If it wasnt for you guys id be dead
I will never forget you guys
Although we dont talk much anymore
Thank you forever, Your little underclassmen
May 27
May 27, 2026 at 2:24 PM UTC
My love, my dear love
this I dedicate to you
the one who is always there
gave a chance to a **** loser like me
I don't deserve what you give me
But i try my hardest to make sure you feel the love you deserve
I cant ever forget the blueish green of your eyes
how they shine in the light
they gaze upon me with love and admiration
how I wish to know why you love me so
I would give up everything in my life for you
for you are the one thing i cant live without.
Until the air in my lungs turn stale
and the blood in my veins run dry
I will love you with every ounce in my body
every atom that makes me up is dedicated to being with you
From the moment we met it was love at first sight
I was just hesitant and scared for i didn't know what love really felt like
after being broken down over and over again for some dumb person
But that's not you.
Our souls are intertwined like the vines on the side of my house
It was drawn to you from the beginning just waiting to be close to you
floating alone in a universe full of bright stars waiting for you to come along and shine with me.
I am forever grateful for everything that has ever come to us stemming from a nervous ¨I like you¨ conversation.
There's nothing I am more excited more for the future we will have together
Fate has blessed me with you and i'm never letting go i swear on it
I vow now and forever to always be by your side regardless of anything.
Love, your hopefully future wife
May 27
May 27, 2026 at 9:25 AM UTC
Hey there kiddo
it's okay take a breather
***** rough out there
trust me I know
you are safe right now
it doesn't get much better
I ain't gonna sugarcoat it
but for right now try to enjoy yourself
before you have to grow up at 10 years old to be a parent to your brothers
your life is yours right now
love it to its fullest
care for yourself
love your body as it is
you are beautiful
your friends may not stick around
that's okay
you will find solace in music
don't stop playing and listening
That Prince Charming you always dreamed of?
We finally got him
he loves us unconditionally
there's nothing like that feeling
he is going to marry us
last thing I have to say
I love you
don't stop dreaming
there's so much waiting for you
don't dim your light for others
Love, Future you <33
May 26
May 26, 2026 at 9:56 PM UTC
Im going through a breakup with myself.
Trying to dump everything I need not hold on to
Its been a emotional wreck and destroying my real relationships
I want to runaway and never say anything
I want to self-isolate
fall into myself
but for the sake of the person I hold most dear I need to let go
Nothing left
I need to allow myself to get help
let him in he says
I struggle to find the balance between my ego and my heart
listen to what really matters
I need to let my guard down and breathe
holding this barricade from everyone up
Its draining
Im ready to let go.
My needless worrying
My ego
My pride
My need to fix everyone else
I told him I would get better so I have to
This is my testimony of me trying
Im trying so hard
Not ONE single person sees it but I am
improvement may not be how you want it but its a lot for me
I admit I struggle
with addiction, depression, anxiety ect ect ect
its a never ending list of things wrong with me
But im done with it
its not going to run my life anymore
I love him and this is what I need to do
Maintaining a healthy relationship isn't as easy as maintaining a healthy mind or body
but alas im ready.
May 24
May 24, 2026 at 9:11 AM UTC
If my parents are telling me I'm the problem is it true?
Why all my so called friends love excluding me
why I'm miserable
why I can't function properly
Everyone makes me feel like a ******* ******
I apparently need to reflect and fix it
honestly people need to **** off
I DON'T EVEN WANT YOU IN MY LIFE
go for the love of my sanity
disappear into the void where my childhood memories have gone
they are forever forgotten
unreachable by the likes of anyone
my brain repressed them to protect me
the only thing on my side is my brain
at least fragments of it
May 23
May 23, 2026 at 11:43 PM UTC
Going to be honest
I'm not sure how I'm doing
Ive been chilling
but not quite living .
Like a ghost I'm here
not many people pay attention to me
I'm not constantly freaking out though
not at peace either
I'm sick of this emotional purgatory
I don't want to be numb anymore
I'd rather feel something than nothing
I don't care if it's negative
just something to know I'm alive
May 23
May 23, 2026 at 6:36 AM UTC