And I wonder
Whether I am
A good person or
A bad person
I wish no harm in anybody
Yet I have caused harm to them
And I live with the guilt
Of my conscience
Of the sin of a betrayal
And despite the efforts to do good
Am I going to be stuck making mistakes that hurt people
If so..it would be easier
For everyone If
I cease to exist
But that would be running away
Dec 19, 2019
Dec 19, 2019 at 12:29 PM UTC
And I wonder
Whether I am
A good person or
A bad person
I wish no harm in anybody
Yet I have caused harm to them
And I live with the guilt
Of my conscience
Of the sin of a betrayal
And despite the efforts to do good
Am I going to be stuck making mistakes that hurt people
If so..it would be easier
For everyone If
I cease to exist
But that would be running away
My mouth speaks before my brain, and now I'm stuck with the consequences..and now I'm scared if I'll keep being bad even if I make the effort to do good
