Age 15 the beginning and the end
Age 19 and the scars still haven't mend
I was a fool with nothing to lose
Letting lust become my muse
It happened fast without protection
In his eyes lay no affection.
A month passes with no monthly time
The panic inside me starts to climb.
Lie to my mother to get a test
Sure enough there's a baby in the nest.
Inside my stomach lay a beating heart
Anxiety and depression begin to start.
Scared beyond belief and still at school
Feeling like I had just been a tool.
Could I handle being a single mother
Abortion? I had to pick one or the other.
Or maybe I didn't have to after all.
Spotting begins to start and I start to bawl.
To many emotions in too young a girl.
My body killed a life, guilt begins to swirl.
Age 15 the beginning and the end
Age 15 and made a life ascend.
Age 19 and the scars still haven't mend
Age 19 and still no way to amend.
May 11, 2019
May 11, 2019 at 7:52 PM UTC
Age 15 the beginning and the end
Age 19 and the scars still haven't mend
I was a fool with nothing to lose
Letting lust become my muse
It happened fast without protection
In his eyes lay no affection.
A month passes with no monthly time
The panic inside me starts to climb.
Lie to my mother to get a test
Sure enough there's a baby in the nest.
Inside my stomach lay a beating heart
Anxiety and depression begin to start.
Scared beyond belief and still at school
Feeling like I had just been a tool.
Could I handle being a single mother
Abortion? I had to pick one or the other.
Or maybe I didn't have to after all.
Spotting begins to start and I start to bawl.
To many emotions in too young a girl.
My body killed a life, guilt begins to swirl.
Age 15 the beginning and the end
Age 15 and made a life ascend.
Age 19 and the scars still haven't mend
Age 19 and still no way to amend.
Warning this might Trigger you if you have gone through a Miscarriage. Please be safe out there.
