i think i’ve realized i don’t like living alone.
maybe what i was seeking was just a sense of peace. the quiet that comes with it is oppressive most days.
i think what i really want is the feeling of being near someone without it feeling like a battle,
without having to claw my way through anxiety.
where the self doesn’t seek to move it just stays content in the space with another person
to feel complete in my own skin
bare, unafraid.
May 10, 2022
May 10, 2022 at 4:59 PM UTC
i think i’ve realized i don’t like living alone.
maybe what i was seeking was just a sense of peace. the quiet that comes with it is oppressive most days.
i think what i really want is the feeling of being near someone without it feeling like a battle,
without having to claw my way through anxiety.
where the self doesn’t seek to move it just stays content in the space with another person
to feel complete in my own skin
bare, unafraid.
