I feel alone
I feel desperate
I feel destructive
20mg hydroxyzine later
I feel tired
I feel calm
I feel drugged
I don’t want to be like this
Seeking relief every waking moment
Begging for the pain to cease
Pull solutions out of a hat
_
take pills
**********
drink scream
slice your wrist
a few more pills
bother your friends
sleep it off
cry write
plan your death
try to ignore it
_
And know
That though this mood will pass
The illness never will
It will always stalk me
It will always come to torture me
It will always be waiting
To destroy me
Jan 6, 2020
Jan 6, 2020 at 11:34 PM UTC
I feel alone
I feel desperate
I feel destructive
20mg hydroxyzine later
I feel tired
I feel calm
I feel drugged
I don’t want to be like this
Seeking relief every waking moment
Begging for the pain to cease
Pull solutions out of a hat
_
take pills
**********
drink scream
slice your wrist
a few more pills
bother your friends
sleep it off
cry write
plan your death
try to ignore it
_
And know
That though this mood will pass
The illness never will
It will always stalk me
It will always come to torture me
It will always be waiting
To destroy me
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