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there's nothing here i choked on thirty pills of brain killing chemicals couldn't think, couldn't think couldn't walk, couldn't talk couldn't sleep, couldn't sleep laid me to rest in my bed there was blood all over the pen my mouth became glued shut couldn't cry for help if i wanted but help wasn't here when i was here why should it be here now? because i'm finally fading? is this why there are so many funerals for the ones life taking? did life finally make sense as i was lowered into the ground? don't love me now - i may have been born just to die there's nothing here now choked on thirty pills ... fifty pills ... brain dead i just wanted rest don't love me in my afterlife when you couldn't love my present life
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Apr 6, 2016
Apr 6, 2016 at 2:28 AM UTC
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there's nothing here i choked on thirty pills of brain killing chemicals couldn't think, couldn't think couldn't walk, couldn't talk couldn't sleep, couldn't sleep laid me to rest in my bed there was blood all over the pen my mouth became glued shut couldn't cry for help if i wanted but help wasn't here when i was here why should it be here now? because i'm finally fading? is this why there are so many funerals for the ones life taking? did life finally make sense as i was lowered into the ground? don't love me now - i may have been born just to die there's nothing here now choked on thirty pills ... fifty pills ... brain dead i just wanted rest don't love me in my afterlife when you couldn't love my present life
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Apr 6, 2016
Apr 6, 2016 at 2:28 AM UTC
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