i wrote you a letter last night
i was DRUNK
as i usually am at... 2a.m. these days.
i don’t regret
empty bottles that were full
when i had u self-medication is
self-preservation
no chaser, no chaser.
click, sip, swallow
click, sip, swallow
click, chug, sip, chug, addiction kills identity
→ whoamiwithoutyou;←
SWALLOW. so then i wrote you
a letter…. last night…?
was it last night?
no chaser, no chaser.
click chug swallow.
chug swallow chug swallow. i’m filled with POISON
and i am drunk
like i usually am at
10a.m these days.
demonic awareness,
claws at my back
i see it all so clearly
and you… YOU
you, you’re a match
you’re the ******* match and my love lit you up and you burned me straight to the ground and i. sip chug sip chug swallow chug no chaser just the burnt taste of dad’s $100 bottle of mezcal and i sip, chug chug can’t believe we’re dead.
BLACKOUT.
wake up
pencil scratches; liquid diet.
love, victoria.
Sep 4, 2020
Sep 4, 2020 at 11:31 PM UTC
i wrote you a letter last night
i was DRUNK
as i usually am at... 2a.m. these days.
i don’t regret
empty bottles that were full
when i had u self-medication is
self-preservation
no chaser, no chaser.
click, sip, swallow
click, sip, swallow
click, chug, sip, chug, addiction kills identity
→ whoamiwithoutyou;←
SWALLOW. so then i wrote you
a letter…. last night…?
was it last night?
no chaser, no chaser.
click chug swallow.
chug swallow chug swallow. i’m filled with POISON
and i am drunk
like i usually am at
10a.m these days.
demonic awareness,
claws at my back
i see it all so clearly
and you… YOU
you, you’re a match
you’re the ******* match and my love lit you up and you burned me straight to the ground and i. sip chug sip chug swallow chug no chaser just the burnt taste of dad’s $100 bottle of mezcal and i sip, chug chug can’t believe we’re dead.
BLACKOUT.
wake up
pencil scratches; liquid diet.
love, victoria.
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