It is still too raw
waking up every morning and expecting to see you
not making noise because you were the only person still sleeping in on a school morning
it is still raw and bursting
like some awful infected wound
when you were dying i kept praying it wasn't cancer
now i wish it were because i would have had more time with you
it is still raw and flaming
not being able to watch series because you're missing out
how do i tell you i miss you
when you arent a contact on my phone anymore
how do i do this?
Pops, I went to you for everything I couldnt fix myself
how, tell me how?
Yesterday, we played a home video and I heard your laugh
That dying-seal laugh you could hear a mile away
I thought you were there with me
You were there with me
I'm not ready for this
My heart is broken
and raw, still too raw
Nov 15, 2014
Nov 15, 2014 at 7:10 PM UTC
It is still too raw
waking up every morning and expecting to see you
not making noise because you were the only person still sleeping in on a school morning
it is still raw and bursting
like some awful infected wound
when you were dying i kept praying it wasn't cancer
now i wish it were because i would have had more time with you
it is still raw and flaming
not being able to watch series because you're missing out
how do i tell you i miss you
when you arent a contact on my phone anymore
how do i do this?
Pops, I went to you for everything I couldnt fix myself
how, tell me how?
Yesterday, we played a home video and I heard your laugh
That dying-seal laugh you could hear a mile away
I thought you were there with me
You were there with me
I'm not ready for this
My heart is broken
and raw, still too raw