Fope
Fope is a word I created with fear and hope.
It kind of makes me laugh.
I have fope.
My fear is having no acceptance and not being able to see the one I can't help but to love ever again.
My hope is dying each more everyday because my fears are in the way.
I need to get rid of a lot of fear.
My fear is what is destroying every last bit of hope I have.
Fear and hope are like fire and ice; angels and demons.
I watch the world go by while I'm stuck in my own confinement of fear.
This fear that is destroying me needs to destroy itself and leave me alone.
I know fear can be a good, but not this kind.
This kind is what gives me nightmares and the thoughts that make me hurt myself.
I want hope.
I want it now.
Hope that it will be okay in the end.
I want my fear distinguished.
Sep 25, 2013
Sep 25, 2013 at 12:23 PM UTC
Fope
Fope is a word I created with fear and hope.
It kind of makes me laugh.
I have fope.
My fear is having no acceptance and not being able to see the one I can't help but to love ever again.
My hope is dying each more everyday because my fears are in the way.
I need to get rid of a lot of fear.
My fear is what is destroying every last bit of hope I have.
Fear and hope are like fire and ice; angels and demons.
I watch the world go by while I'm stuck in my own confinement of fear.
This fear that is destroying me needs to destroy itself and leave me alone.
I know fear can be a good, but not this kind.
This kind is what gives me nightmares and the thoughts that make me hurt myself.
I want hope.
I want it now.
Hope that it will be okay in the end.
I want my fear distinguished.
