I sit here in the dark late at night
Tears running down my face
I grab the razor from my beside drawer
I slash it against my skin
I sit as I watch the blood flow out
I make a few more to release the stress
To forget the pain ever existed
Just for a moment everything is alright
But then the blood stops flowing
And i'm forced to face reality again
The tears come again as well the regret
Another relapse to live with
A few more scars to hide
And a lie to keep living
I'm not strong enough
I need to relapse
Feb 23, 2015
Feb 23, 2015 at 1:39 PM UTC
I sit here in the dark late at night
Tears running down my face
I grab the razor from my beside drawer
I slash it against my skin
I sit as I watch the blood flow out
I make a few more to release the stress
To forget the pain ever existed
Just for a moment everything is alright
But then the blood stops flowing
And i'm forced to face reality again
The tears come again as well the regret
Another relapse to live with
A few more scars to hide
And a lie to keep living
I'm not strong enough
I need to relapse
