Perpetual loneliness
Likely the fault of comparison
Haunts
And haunts
And haunts me
I can't even remember what it was like
Before I felt so alone
Maybe it's the same feeling
And I mischaracterize it
Maybe I overthink my relationships
Far too much
In fact I must be
I FaceTime my "family" every night
I went to a sleepover this weekend
I saw a movie with friends as well
So why do I feel so isolated?
Why do I feel so unloved?
What does it feel like to be loved?
Even when I don't want to talk
I feel the need to text people
To fulfill my ideals of a "social" person
I don't form close bonds
Because I'm so focused on finding enough friends
Enough people to laugh with
So I feel like a success
I wonder if I am ill
This is starting to sound compulsive
Dec 2, 2025
Dec 2, 2025 at 9:00 PM UTC
Perpetual loneliness
Likely the fault of comparison
Haunts
And haunts
And haunts me
I can't even remember what it was like
Before I felt so alone
Maybe it's the same feeling
And I mischaracterize it
Maybe I overthink my relationships
Far too much
In fact I must be
I FaceTime my "family" every night
I went to a sleepover this weekend
I saw a movie with friends as well
So why do I feel so isolated?
Why do I feel so unloved?
What does it feel like to be loved?
Even when I don't want to talk
I feel the need to text people
To fulfill my ideals of a "social" person
I don't form close bonds
Because I'm so focused on finding enough friends
Enough people to laugh with
So I feel like a success
I wonder if I am ill
This is starting to sound compulsive