Today I suffered a lost, this pain seems unbearable it feels as if my heart has suddenly just suddenly be misplaced, a case Amnesia is what I guess he wanted me to feel ,what he thought that I would just wake the next day and memory would just be lost, he just left as I stared over his sprit praying that he would come back, I yelled screamed and everything in between but nothing no words or motion just silence is what I felt
How about a warning next time , now I’m stuck ******* in the pain inside trying to avoid embarrassed I’m starting feel , no remorse or hint of sympathy just shame and deprived
Can you see these wet things falling or my cheeks ,I know I can because their at the tips of my fingers one for every word, motion writings that now seems like lies to me how could you just take him from me I thought we had an understanding, a deal is what I say I do good as long you keep him close to me.
No explanation, just a **** and he’s just gone, gone with the wind, expect even wind doesn’t move as fast as he did
I know I come off kind of fragile at the moment, but it’s because I’ve never faced something like this before
Something I’m unable to explain or reasoning with, now all that’s left is a warm body with cold heart
Now I bet you assume I was talking about death or even a bad break up
but at least if it was death there would be a cause and effect, if it was a bad break up I could be reasonable and deal with ,it could all be explain, there would be a reason for but what happen
what I am experiencing is much more worse, he just walked away, just like that he was out of my life like I said he could of at least giving me a warning I received no signals nor signs or maybe he did and I just mistook them for them empty threats
Words with no meaning is what I called them, because I stated facts when he was just trying to give me his opinion
If I took him more seriously I would have realized that he was suffering burning in pain things I tell myself now could I have stopped the disease that was controlling him
What if, and’s but’s, is all I think about now?
What if I would stop what I was doing to hear him?
Would he have stayed? Maybe if I stopped worrying about my life, I could have taken his pain away?
Not a day goes by that I’m not thinking of him, hoping he is off happy , safe & filled with excitement
Today I lost a friend the part of my soul that I can’t seem to forget, I get this burning sensation at the core my heart whenever the situation comes to mind, cause he’s not the only person with sadness inside
What if I called him and he picked up what’s the first thing I say, perhaps Sorry!!!! Maybe an apology is in need
What if I said Hi would even bother to have a talk with me?
-PASSION_UNIQUE
Apr 23, 2015
Apr 23, 2015 at 1:50 PM UTC
Today I suffered a lost, this pain seems unbearable it feels as if my heart has suddenly just suddenly be misplaced, a case Amnesia is what I guess he wanted me to feel ,what he thought that I would just wake the next day and memory would just be lost, he just left as I stared over his sprit praying that he would come back, I yelled screamed and everything in between but nothing no words or motion just silence is what I felt
How about a warning next time , now I’m stuck ******* in the pain inside trying to avoid embarrassed I’m starting feel , no remorse or hint of sympathy just shame and deprived
Can you see these wet things falling or my cheeks ,I know I can because their at the tips of my fingers one for every word, motion writings that now seems like lies to me how could you just take him from me I thought we had an understanding, a deal is what I say I do good as long you keep him close to me.
No explanation, just a **** and he’s just gone, gone with the wind, expect even wind doesn’t move as fast as he did
I know I come off kind of fragile at the moment, but it’s because I’ve never faced something like this before
Something I’m unable to explain or reasoning with, now all that’s left is a warm body with cold heart
Now I bet you assume I was talking about death or even a bad break up
but at least if it was death there would be a cause and effect, if it was a bad break up I could be reasonable and deal with ,it could all be explain, there would be a reason for but what happen
what I am experiencing is much more worse, he just walked away, just like that he was out of my life like I said he could of at least giving me a warning I received no signals nor signs or maybe he did and I just mistook them for them empty threats
Words with no meaning is what I called them, because I stated facts when he was just trying to give me his opinion
If I took him more seriously I would have realized that he was suffering burning in pain things I tell myself now could I have stopped the disease that was controlling him
What if, and’s but’s, is all I think about now?
What if I would stop what I was doing to hear him?
Would he have stayed? Maybe if I stopped worrying about my life, I could have taken his pain away?
Not a day goes by that I’m not thinking of him, hoping he is off happy , safe & filled with excitement
Today I lost a friend the part of my soul that I can’t seem to forget, I get this burning sensation at the core my heart whenever the situation comes to mind, cause he’s not the only person with sadness inside
What if I called him and he picked up what’s the first thing I say, perhaps Sorry!!!! Maybe an apology is in need
What if I said Hi would even bother to have a talk with me?
-PASSION_UNIQUE
THINK ABOUT IT