brilliant bruises like diamonds
shine on my skin
with a child's naiveness
I trust you again
with a temper that is quick
and eyes gone black
I'm lying facedown on the bed
as your beating my back
I'd cry out in pain
but your ears are deaf
so I suffer in silence
self-hate beaten into my flesh
the belt buzzing
I pretend I'm not there
as the welts are rising
I'm choking for air
then all is quiet
behind the locked door
you tell me you love me
and beat me some more
Mar 29, 2021
Mar 29, 2021 at 5:22 AM UTC
brilliant bruises like diamonds
shine on my skin
with a child's naiveness
I trust you again
with a temper that is quick
and eyes gone black
I'm lying facedown on the bed
as your beating my back
I'd cry out in pain
but your ears are deaf
so I suffer in silence
self-hate beaten into my flesh
the belt buzzing
I pretend I'm not there
as the welts are rising
I'm choking for air
then all is quiet
behind the locked door
you tell me you love me
and beat me some more