Pain has me wondering. Wish it wasn't so scary, I hate that failure is so Demanding. Laughing in agony, whats this hurt that?
It's duel mental paralyzing ache that has me laying down. Body sore with a aching tearing muscles that tare me away from time. I nap with that freezing, hands not steady to do anything. Feels like I tore everything from limb to limb. I pinch myself til my nails to make me bleed. I try to snap out of it because it maybe a bad dream. This pain makes me feel like im losing everything 💔
Dec 3, 2025
Dec 3, 2025 at 9:36 PM UTC
Pain has me wondering. Wish it wasn't so scary, I hate that failure is so Demanding. Laughing in agony, whats this hurt that?
It's duel mental paralyzing ache that has me laying down. Body sore with a aching tearing muscles that tare me away from time. I nap with that freezing, hands not steady to do anything. Feels like I tore everything from limb to limb. I pinch myself til my nails to make me bleed. I try to snap out of it because it maybe a bad dream. This pain makes me feel like im losing everything 💔
