last night I called my girlfriend
last night I broke my toe
last night I told her about my toe
last night she told me to go to the doctor
last night I told her I didn't wanna go to the doctor
last night she lead me through why I didn't wanna go
last night I told her I was too scared
last night I told her I thought they were judging me when I went
last night she asked in what way
last night I told her I thought it was because I was fat
last night I cried my eyes out on the phone
last night she told me for an hour I wasnt
last night I refused to believe her'
last night she hung up after I wouldn't listen
last night I started panicking that she wasn't there anymore
last night I thought about killing myself
last night I couldn't take it anymore and called the hotline
last night they didn't reply
last night they never connected me with anyone
last night I didn't have anyone to go to because
last night she was gone so I was alone
last night I was so close to goodbye
but last night also told me I couldnt leave her like that
last night knew I couldn't die with her dissapointed
last night knew I needed to fix myself before I was gone
last night I fell asleep before I did anything
and this morning I woke up
I texted my girlfriend good morning
and I told her I promised I would be better
because last night believed I could
Dec 3, 2025
Dec 3, 2025 at 5:41 PM UTC
last night I called my girlfriend
last night I broke my toe
last night I told her about my toe
last night she told me to go to the doctor
last night I told her I didn't wanna go to the doctor
last night she lead me through why I didn't wanna go
last night I told her I was too scared
last night I told her I thought they were judging me when I went
last night she asked in what way
last night I told her I thought it was because I was fat
last night I cried my eyes out on the phone
last night she told me for an hour I wasnt
last night I refused to believe her'
last night she hung up after I wouldn't listen
last night I started panicking that she wasn't there anymore
last night I thought about killing myself
last night I couldn't take it anymore and called the hotline
last night they didn't reply
last night they never connected me with anyone
last night I didn't have anyone to go to because
last night she was gone so I was alone
last night I was so close to goodbye
but last night also told me I couldnt leave her like that
last night knew I couldn't die with her dissapointed
last night knew I needed to fix myself before I was gone
last night I fell asleep before I did anything
and this morning I woke up
I texted my girlfriend good morning
and I told her I promised I would be better
because last night believed I could
Last night was kinda ****** felt like writing about it also felt like getting better also felt like getting worse… confusing ik
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