today i spilled the clorox
all over the linoleum tiles
and
i don't know why it matters
so much suddenly
that i'm alone
even just for a moment,
but even then i feel
alone for eternity
and the songs sound sadder
when you're sadder
but how can i be sadder when
there is nothing to be sad about,
at least not in my world?
mom says to stop letting myself
feel the pain of the world around me
because if i let it
seep into my mind,
into my being,
into my everything,
i will be too leaden to stand
Jun 21, 2018
Jun 21, 2018 at 10:11 PM UTC
today i spilled the clorox
all over the linoleum tiles
and
i don't know why it matters
so much suddenly
that i'm alone
even just for a moment,
but even then i feel
alone for eternity
and the songs sound sadder
when you're sadder
but how can i be sadder when
there is nothing to be sad about,
at least not in my world?
mom says to stop letting myself
feel the pain of the world around me
because if i let it
seep into my mind,
into my being,
into my everything,
i will be too leaden to stand