I hate you
The sum of all my being can't describe this anxious resentment
I have towards you
Its not that I'm being obsessive
I can get over you easily
Its what you did that I can't stand
You and your Hippocratic oath
And nonchalant pessimism
Do you know how much I cared
Can you even conceive what you did
.....of course not
And you're not sorry for it either
For the most part
In your mind
You did nothing wrong at all
I guess snakes don't feel bad when they constrict mice to pop and stay and that position till its heart stops then gorges itself without chewing
What a circle of life
But why me
What satisfaction did doing what you did make it ok
Is this humanity
Ever memory now scrapes at me
Atleast I can see the signs
To avoid another like you
Even though it's not so simple
You sickening peace of ****
You don't belong
You've taken a piece and given me something I didn't want in the first place
Now every time I see you smile
Or see you
Even a picture
Or a phrase that sickens me to the point
Drugs are my only salvation
Just to keep the pain away
Just to take the pain away
But that doesn't matter
It never will
So on those nights when I ache in my chest in curl in a ball and wonder if I can let go or pay you back
I wish sweet dreams to the ones you haven't hurt
And it is as my face appears
It is mangled underneath by acid tears
Oct 24, 2014
Oct 24, 2014 at 4:15 PM UTC
I hate you
The sum of all my being can't describe this anxious resentment
I have towards you
Its not that I'm being obsessive
I can get over you easily
Its what you did that I can't stand
You and your Hippocratic oath
And nonchalant pessimism
Do you know how much I cared
Can you even conceive what you did
.....of course not
And you're not sorry for it either
For the most part
In your mind
You did nothing wrong at all
I guess snakes don't feel bad when they constrict mice to pop and stay and that position till its heart stops then gorges itself without chewing
What a circle of life
But why me
What satisfaction did doing what you did make it ok
Is this humanity
Ever memory now scrapes at me
Atleast I can see the signs
To avoid another like you
Even though it's not so simple
You sickening peace of ****
You don't belong
You've taken a piece and given me something I didn't want in the first place
Now every time I see you smile
Or see you
Even a picture
Or a phrase that sickens me to the point
Drugs are my only salvation
Just to keep the pain away
Just to take the pain away
But that doesn't matter
It never will
So on those nights when I ache in my chest in curl in a ball and wonder if I can let go or pay you back
I wish sweet dreams to the ones you haven't hurt
And it is as my face appears
It is mangled underneath by acid tears
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