Im making distance to end my life on my own terms
Just look away like the world does as I get what I deserve
I dont feel the love of another
I gave up everything
She left me to suffer
She doesnt look at me with that spark in her eyes anymore
Its a distant gaze filled with memories we wish we could reclaim
She doesnt look at me with that spark in her eyes anymore
I know she ******* hates me deep down to her core
She didn't love me before
I became this beast
But will she remember me as the man that I pretend to be?
You see right through me
Endless
Are the breathes i seem to gasp for
Senseless
As im forced to die or swear upon a sword
Restless
Im losing grip on why I'm actually here
Defenseless
I can't leave this place but you dont want me near
Try to fight as I might
I know I won't survive
To find a permanent escape from
This cold reality
Im so sick of always breaking
Every promise I can't keep
I haven't found a reason
To end the cycle I repeat
"I realize it's hard at times, but I need you to open your eyes
See that light still shines
There are brighter skies
We can put this past behind"
No matter how many time I fight
This empty feeling will never subside
"If there is anything that I can do
Just know, I'll always be there for you
Please just open your eyes"
This all comes back to me
Im not as strong as I pretend to be and you see right through me
But I can't give in to this
This is the existential loop im stuck in
Endless
Are the breathes i seem to gasp for
Senseless
As im forced to die or swear upon a sword
Restless
Im losing grip on why I'm actually here
Defenseless
I can't leave this place but you dont want me near
Feb 9
Feb 9, 2026 at 4:08 PM UTC
Im making distance to end my life on my own terms
Just look away like the world does as I get what I deserve
I dont feel the love of another
I gave up everything
She left me to suffer
She doesnt look at me with that spark in her eyes anymore
Its a distant gaze filled with memories we wish we could reclaim
She doesnt look at me with that spark in her eyes anymore
I know she ******* hates me deep down to her core
She didn't love me before
I became this beast
But will she remember me as the man that I pretend to be?
You see right through me
Endless
Are the breathes i seem to gasp for
Senseless
As im forced to die or swear upon a sword
Restless
Im losing grip on why I'm actually here
Defenseless
I can't leave this place but you dont want me near
Try to fight as I might
I know I won't survive
To find a permanent escape from
This cold reality
Im so sick of always breaking
Every promise I can't keep
I haven't found a reason
To end the cycle I repeat
"I realize it's hard at times, but I need you to open your eyes
See that light still shines
There are brighter skies
We can put this past behind"
No matter how many time I fight
This empty feeling will never subside
"If there is anything that I can do
Just know, I'll always be there for you
Please just open your eyes"
This all comes back to me
Im not as strong as I pretend to be and you see right through me
But I can't give in to this
This is the existential loop im stuck in
Endless
Are the breathes i seem to gasp for
Senseless
As im forced to die or swear upon a sword
Restless
Im losing grip on why I'm actually here
Defenseless
I can't leave this place but you dont want me near
