On Saturday night I didn't go out to dinner with my family because I discovered a new, big bald patch.
Right in the front of my hair line, on the other side of where my bangs used to be.
Except with this one, I can't cover it up.
I kind of jokingly mentioned it to my boyfriend, and he told me I looked fine.
But then my fingers kept attacking the same spot, and my brain began to get mad, and then scared.
Why do I let it get this bad?!
Why can't I just stop?!
I'm going to have to shave my head.
For real this time.
So, I told my boyfriend I was gonna go lie down and take a nap.
I really just couldn't stand being inside my head any longer.
I really scared myself. That was one of the first times I actually lied to my family as to why I couldn't go out. I lied about wanting to take a nap because I was about to take the clippers to my hair.
It was one of the first times I felt this thing really taking over me.
Oct 24, 2016
Oct 24, 2016 at 4:40 AM UTC
On Saturday night I didn't go out to dinner with my family because I discovered a new, big bald patch.
Right in the front of my hair line, on the other side of where my bangs used to be.
Except with this one, I can't cover it up.
I kind of jokingly mentioned it to my boyfriend, and he told me I looked fine.
But then my fingers kept attacking the same spot, and my brain began to get mad, and then scared.
Why do I let it get this bad?!
Why can't I just stop?!
I'm going to have to shave my head.
For real this time.
So, I told my boyfriend I was gonna go lie down and take a nap.
I really just couldn't stand being inside my head any longer.
I really scared myself. That was one of the first times I actually lied to my family as to why I couldn't go out. I lied about wanting to take a nap because I was about to take the clippers to my hair.
It was one of the first times I felt this thing really taking over me.
