_1 - The action of killing oneself intentionally_
And every moment that I spend thinking about it
The more scared I become of my own power
To take
To stop
To cease to exist
New lives begin
Every second
I’m not exactly
A great loss
_2 - A course of action which is disastrously damaging to oneself or one's interests_
My whole life has been
Suicide
So carefully planned out
The most elaborate note
In every pen stroke
In drawings aged 5
Red marker symbolic
Of the future
I had barely begun
A self destructive path
Had been forged
Long before
I could even hold a pen
_3 - A running drill consisting of a sprint to a set point and back to the start, immediately followed by additional sprints of lengthening distances._
After a sprint
Your muscles give up
I think
I must
Be more unfit
Than most
May 19, 2018
May 19, 2018 at 7:42 AM UTC
_1 - The action of killing oneself intentionally_
And every moment that I spend thinking about it
The more scared I become of my own power
To take
To stop
To cease to exist
New lives begin
Every second
I’m not exactly
A great loss
_2 - A course of action which is disastrously damaging to oneself or one's interests_
My whole life has been
Suicide
So carefully planned out
The most elaborate note
In every pen stroke
In drawings aged 5
Red marker symbolic
Of the future
I had barely begun
A self destructive path
Had been forged
Long before
I could even hold a pen
_3 - A running drill consisting of a sprint to a set point and back to the start, immediately followed by additional sprints of lengthening distances._
After a sprint
Your muscles give up
I think
I must
Be more unfit
Than most