I forgive myself
For making you a choice
For seeing you.
I forgive the anger that ate me inside
Because I let you get so close to me
Only for you to hurt me.
I forgive these unnecessary desires
Things that used to burn for you
But have folded up into cinders.
I forgive the illusions
I chose to hold on to
Knowing that reality has no space for that.
I forgive my heart
That up til now still hopes for you,
Imagines you wondering about me.
I forgive what can no longer be.
Because I need to let go.
First and always, I must hope for me.
Nov 26, 2014
Nov 26, 2014 at 9:37 PM UTC
I forgive myself
For making you a choice
For seeing you.
I forgive the anger that ate me inside
Because I let you get so close to me
Only for you to hurt me.
I forgive these unnecessary desires
Things that used to burn for you
But have folded up into cinders.
I forgive the illusions
I chose to hold on to
Knowing that reality has no space for that.
I forgive my heart
That up til now still hopes for you,
Imagines you wondering about me.
I forgive what can no longer be.
Because I need to let go.
First and always, I must hope for me.
