confusion never stops
my mind can not stop running
over the faint foggy memories
of that night.
alcohol running
through my veins
moving -
conversing -
flirting -
my body now a shell
for the alcohol to consume
take over.
become.
my soul slowly vanishing.
a new person emerging
from the dark depths
of the night.
attempting to fill
emptiness
with
meaningless-
intimacy.
blinded
from the night.
desensitized
from the poison
i willingly consumed.
so i cry
the tears stream
down my face.
begging
to remember-
why.
Mar 21, 2014
Mar 21, 2014 at 12:39 AM UTC
confusion never stops
my mind can not stop running
over the faint foggy memories
of that night.
alcohol running
through my veins
moving -
conversing -
flirting -
my body now a shell
for the alcohol to consume
take over.
become.
my soul slowly vanishing.
a new person emerging
from the dark depths
of the night.
attempting to fill
emptiness
with
meaningless-
intimacy.
blinded
from the night.
desensitized
from the poison
i willingly consumed.
so i cry
the tears stream
down my face.
begging
to remember-
why.
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