confusion never stops
my mind can not stop running
over the faint foggy memories
of that night.
alcohol running
through my veins
moving -
conversing -
flirting -
my body now a shell
for the alcohol to consume
take over.
become.
my soul slowly vanishing.
a new person emerging
from the dark depths
of the night.
attempting to fill
emptiness
with
meaningless-
intimacy.
blinded
from the night.
desensitized
from the poison
i willingly consumed.
so i cry
the tears stream
down my face.
begging
to remember-
why.
Mar 21, 2014
Mar 21, 2014 at 12:39 AM UTC
When it tickles in your toes
unable to keep a straight face
cheek to cheek a grin of white teeth
warm inside feelings of rosy pink
that moment when everything is right
no matter the height or lousy sight
when theres never a fight
that can break the bright in spite of love taking a flight
Feb 23, 2014
Feb 23, 2014 at 2:56 AM UTC
Sunken ship
Bullet to the chest
But then-
You can just confess
You were erroneous.
Feb 22, 2014
Feb 22, 2014 at 3:49 AM UTC
I saw my last sunset
spun out of control
darkness knocking at my door
no longer could I hide
stillness in my life
the bells were ringing
Darkness crossing over
dimming the glowing light of my soul
helplessness befell upon me
it interposed my life
and well being
Running in circles - I was falling
Reborn into a world of evil
shinning with the others in the name of our savior
caught my fall
open your door with open arms
no fear - only light
I will not stop for death
running with the light not hiding from the dark
now I rule my world
I saw my first sunrise
Dec 2, 2013
Dec 2, 2013 at 12:43 AM UTC