I used to think
that we were born empty
and someone else had to make us whole.
I used to believe
that he would complete me
not leave me empty and cold.
The boy stripped me
bare and took everything
from me just to fill himself.
I became nothing
but a shell of the girl that
I used to be, before he emptied me.
I used to think that
he loved me and he was doing
this to me out of care and devotion.
I was wrong to think,
to believe that he caged
me out of love and admiration.
Each hit
and verbal abuse
felt like love to me.
He told me that
he was scared of losing me,
so he lost his mind when I didn't answer.
He loved me
too much to let me
do a n y t h i n g by myself.
If I didn't have him
I would end up alone,
who else could possibly want me?
I believed
each and every
lie that he told me.
-is it really abuse if he says he loves you?
Sep 18, 2018
Sep 18, 2018 at 12:56 PM UTC
I used to think
that we were born empty
and someone else had to make us whole.
I used to believe
that he would complete me
not leave me empty and cold.
The boy stripped me
bare and took everything
from me just to fill himself.
I became nothing
but a shell of the girl that
I used to be, before he emptied me.
I used to think that
he loved me and he was doing
this to me out of care and devotion.
I was wrong to think,
to believe that he caged
me out of love and admiration.
Each hit
and verbal abuse
felt like love to me.
He told me that
he was scared of losing me,
so he lost his mind when I didn't answer.
He loved me
too much to let me
do a n y t h i n g by myself.
If I didn't have him
I would end up alone,
who else could possibly want me?
I believed
each and every
lie that he told me.
-is it really abuse if he says he loves you?
sometimes abuse sneaks up on you and you convince yourself that you're the problem, not him.
