i felt it first
before anything made sense
before words
before reasons
before i could prove anything to myself
something in me
just knew
and i tried to ignore it
because i wanted you
more than i trusted that feeling
so i stayed
and i gave
and i told myself
love was supposed to feel like this sometimes
but it’s not
love isn’t supposed to make you
question your place
or feel replaceable
or sit in silence
trying to convince yourself you’re okay
and now i’m here
still caring
still hurting
because the worst part isn’t what happened
it’s that i felt it
and didn’t want to believe it
Apr 17
Apr 17, 2026 at 9:48 AM UTC
i felt it first
before anything made sense
before words
before reasons
before i could prove anything to myself
something in me
just knew
and i tried to ignore it
because i wanted you
more than i trusted that feeling
so i stayed
and i gave
and i told myself
love was supposed to feel like this sometimes
but it’s not
love isn’t supposed to make you
question your place
or feel replaceable
or sit in silence
trying to convince yourself you’re okay
and now i’m here
still caring
still hurting
because the worst part isn’t what happened
it’s that i felt it
and didn’t want to believe it
